Sunday, September 14, 2008
Goodbye Everyone
Well even though I don't really know anyone in this class too well I wanted to get on here and let everyone know what is going on. I have just recently decided to drop this class. It's not the class nor the teacher or anything like that. I love the class. I hope to take it again someday. For the past few weeks I have been having some major personal problems and this was my only solution. I am needing to take some time to try to get everything sorted out. I'm afraid if I don't then things will only get worse as that is what they have been doing lately. These last few weeks have been extremely difficult for me and this was my only option. It is absolutely nothing against the class or anything. I just have some things that I need to figure out. For some reason life has been throwing me many curve balls lately and I can't seem to hit any of them or even get close. I feel that if I am ever going to be able to help others I have to be able to help myself first. Life has been quite the struggle for me lately. I have been having at least one panic attack each day and that I can not deal with much longer. I'm not sure what life has in store for me or where I will go from here. I'm just trying to do whatever I can to enable myself to move forward during this time in my life. Things are getting way too hard for me to handle so I am having to let go of some things to try to sort it all out. I know most of you would say this should not have been one of them but in the end I know this is best. It was a short time but I had a great time in this class. I hope to take it again another time. I just wanted to take the time out to let everyone know. And I just want to tell everyone, if you are having a difficult time and things are going downhill for you quick, don't do what everyone else around you wants you to do. Don't do what they tell you to do or expect you to do. Sometimes when it comes to situations like this, you have to make the best decision for yourself and think about yourself and do what you feel in your heart is right and just hope that sometime in the future everyone around you will understand. I wish everyone the best of luck. Maybe I will see you all again later on down the road. But right now I need time to figure things out. Thank you for listening and I wish everyone the absolute best. And to Mrs. White, even though it has only been two classes, you have shown me within that short period of time the type of teacher that I hope to be someday. Thank you and good luck to all of you.
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Amanda, I wish you the best. I will send you a personal email as well. Mrs. White
Amanda, I wish you the best as well. You may not be a God believer but I will keep you in my prayers. We all have had those times in our life when we just have to slow down, stop and focus on what our purpose in life is. You will get it figured out with time just hang in there.
Regina
Amanda, you sound like a strong women and because of this I know that you will find a solution to your problem. Keep your head held high, and god in your thoughts and prayers. Best of luck. Shalyn
Amanda just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that everything gets smoother with your life and that one day you will be able to take this course. Good luck with all that you do!
Morning Amanda,
I am saddened to "hear" that you are having such a hard time. It really sounds like you need someone to who you can vent to; so that you can release your stress. I hope that soon you will comfortible enough with your life again that you can breath deep without fear.
Amanda,
Sometimes we do know what is best for ourselves. As Regina said, I do not know if you believe in God, but I know that if you let him in his own time he will help you through your trials. Also, it is never too late too start again. Look at me; it took me alot of years of faith; along with good and bad experiences to realize what I really want and what is truely important. Do not let life make you think you have failed, but treat each day and experience as a new page in your book of life. It is amazing what you can handle with faith. Take care and know that we care for you and your happiness.
Jackie
I wish you all the best.
I use to have panic attacks all the time a couple of years ago. It took a long time for me to get it under control. But am sure you can over come it.
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